Waking up at the crack of noon, reminiscing of the times of waking up with you.
I should leave, sew my shit, make some condom moves.
I'm lying to myself, I never leave this fucking room.
I got a pile of shit I haven't addressed.
Head is a mess, check the script bottle, see if any are left.
There's nothing.
Nowhere, well let's not even go there I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care Cause there's a fire long from who I am and who I wanna be Based on what I find when I look within Honestly, honestly, feels like I'm waiting to die Once the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?
Ain't I big?
Killing time, go to bed with this sunrise I got this feeling I will make it to It's a far cry, I know we all got hard times But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die Eating my body by the liquor store
I'm an asshole, let me die slow It's too late for me, can you fucking see?
I dug my own grave, let me fucking be Leave my body by the lake, it's so
I'm a asshole, let me die slow It's too late for me, can you fucking see?
I tell my own grave, let me fucking be Don't even try to feed me all that life is what you make it Pull up to your to and smile, I try to fake it But when you're in your bed alone, I know you fucking face it One day you'll meet your maker and you'll see your life was wasted The reaper creepin' slow, I know you see him when you dream it You posted at a party, but he's in the dark scheming And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning So sorry if I'm pessimistic, but I don't believe it I'ma fuck up
m****r f****r I'm sick of trying to throw myself at others I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother Yeah, I'm a fuck-up, motherfucker I needed you, you left me in the gutter
The saddest part is that I really loved her On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
Eat my body, but I lick it slow I'm a asshole, let me die slow
It's too late for me, can you fucking see?
I dug my own grave, let me fucking be
Leave my body by the liquor store I'm a asshole, let me die slow
It's too late for me, here you fucking see I tell my own dream, let me fucking be
I'm a fuck up, motherfucker I'm sick of trying to find myself in others
I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
Yeah, I'm a fuck up, motherfucker I needed you, you left me in the gutter
The saddest part is that I really loved her On a sinking ship of waves I go under
