Everything′s been falling right through
My hands
My hands
My hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't
I can′t
I can't
Pull up in a straw hat and a gillie suit
Nails done, gun cocked
Tbh, i'm feeling cute
"Navigating hell in a silly mood"
Type beat oft treated unkindly
Not sure why i really do
I′ve been taking acid
I′ve been taking shrooms
Posted up in vacant rooms
Trying to find an exit but
There just ain't no breaking through
State the truth:
I don′t make the rules
Nor do i embrace the rules i break them then i break and snooze
I pray my fall don't break my noose
Rinse my skull
Upgrade every lens i can
I don′t need more friends
Wish i was closer with the friends i have
Wish i had a better grasp on myself
Perhaps wish my meds could last forever
I should stop wishing and act
But instead of that
Im crumbling
Everything is tumbling down
Life's been humbling
It ain′t been f*****g around
I'm feeling numb again
But who gon comfort me now?
When i stop functioning
And you're no longer around
Everything′s been falling right through my hands
My hands
My hands
You should leave it all behind you i can′t
I can't
I can′t
Heart got broken
Car got broke in
Hand got bitten
Scars reopened
Summer came
And taught me hope
Then, when it left, it robbed my whole head yuh
I'm becoming a ghost
Clinging to skin and bones
I′m still in the eye of the storm
Chilling, i writhe in its throes
Losing my grip on the clock
Fingers the lightest bit closed
My past keeps kicking my ass
Present? a slap in the face
I live convinced there's a chance my future holds peace
In its place i ain′t got nothing to lose
Seriously, what do i've left?
Feet been slipped out my shoes
Weight taken out of my steps
Cross the water i must
Until i find footing again
Leave but myself on the shore
And build what i couldn't back then
I have to find my eyes
I can′t keep living in y′all's
Staying inside of this loop
Ain′t my intention at all
I can feel my hands touch
Scarcely, i can still see
Once i've had some time to rest
I know i′ll rebuild me
Everything's been falling right through
My hands
My hands
My hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can′t
I can't
I
