Can I be honest?

I'm getting scared of fading out

Hearing the whispers

They say I'm old news now

All that I've wanted

Is being ripped right out my mouth

Can I be honest? Can I be honest with you?

Is there composure in the pain?

Can I ever find my peace?

Will I ever balance me?

Took the shot without the aim

Hoping I would feel something

Will I ever balance me?

They swore that I'd be fine

But nothing feels alright

They swore that I'd be fine

There goes my alkaline

They swore that I'd be fine

But nothing feels alright

They swore that I'd be fine

There goes my alkaline

Will you be honest? Am I just inside my head?

Know that I panic, 'cause I'm scared of losing this

Do I sound crazy? Losing faith on accident

Will you be honest? Can you be honest with me?

Is there composure in the pain?

Can I ever find my peace?

Will I ever balance me?

Took the shot without the aim

Hoping I would feel something

Will I ever balance

I know that

They said it

They lied and I bought it

They swore that I'd be fine

But nothing feels alright

They swore that I'd be fine

There goes my alkaline

Swear that I have been trying change

Balance got the best of me

Vertigo inside my brain

Dizzy trying to find some peace

Emotions got the best of me

This alkaline's become my pain

They swore that I'd be fine

But nothing feels alright

They swore that I'd be fine

There goes my alkaline

I know that

They said it

They lied and I bought it