Looking at the mirror I see no one
Wasting away not passing the time
In a different room stuck in the same bind
Got a different view, it makes my mind rewind
All the other groups enjoying good times
While I'm in my room chopping another line
Envy their laughs, only time that I hear mine
When I'm by myself and I'm losing my f**g mind
I get trapped inside of my mind
Please hear me, can't keep up the fight
I've been lying left and right
So, everyone is out of sight
On this world not living right
My future not lookin' too bright
Body was shaking when I came around
Anxiety makes it hard to be in crowds
Walking around above my head a cloud
Sadness became my eternal shroud
Every single day all these ups n downs
Engulfed in a cycle my soul has drowned
Visions in my head becoming more ominous
Too isolated I'm becoming more anonymous
Can't get out of bed, bet they'd blame it on the drugs
N I promise, no plant would make me fill my head with slugs
N the plug won't cop white, if he know that shit gone bite
So no I won't ode, but my heart'll stop slowly
Maybe one night in my sleep, finally say I had a dream
No more pain I fade away, devil take me say let's play
What's my worst sin torture me, till my soul can't ask for mercy
When they find my corpse, tell 'em I'm part holy like I'm Percy
I get trapped inside of my mind
Please hear me can't keep up the fight
I've been lying left and right
So everyone is out of sight
On this world not living right
My future not lookin too bright
Looking at the mirror I see no one
Wasting away not passing the time
In a different room stuck in the same bind
Got a different view it makes my mind rewind
All the other groups enjoying good times
While I'm in my room chopping another line
Envy their laughs, only time that I hear mine
When I'm by myself and I'm losing my f**g mind
When did my face turn repulsive
When did self hate turn explosive
When did death become the motive
When I took that locomotive
Altered for life my brains modem
Simulation changed its servers
World just looks so f**g dreary
Enough to make my demons weary
Just a theory grip is only tighter
Demons made a whole divider
Couple hours pull the lever
Never felt this f**g crazy
Thought I lost myself before
Well, this is even more
Searching for a new high
To even out the f**g score
