I remember the first date

Movies then home, it was a clssic

You told me to kiss you it was late and i still hadn't

I went in for the kiss who woulda known about the static

That we felt at the same time would end up with a drastic impact

Holding you tight i felt alive

Spent years on my own all alone i been deprived

With that perfect connection, and someone to call mine

Especially the perfection, that you put on the line

It escalated to a second date, and then onto a third

It escalated to i love you, someone i'll be putting first

Its complicated that i trust you, i been broken up and hurt

But you sedated all the thoughts up in my head to make it work

So why not, give it a shot and take a leap

The only time that you'll fall is when i sweep you off your feet

Imma give it my all, the kinda love that digs deep

Imma be there to call on all those nights you never sleep

Had insecurities until you threw them all away

Happy i was being me, and that you took away pain

I promised you i'll never leave if you could promise me the same

You're the reason that i breathe baby look what you become

Got no shame

Girl i'm in love and i'll express it

I thought i'd never fall but i guess you were an exception

With the way the worlds going i still got a piece of heaven

Everything i coulda wished for my eleven, eleven and that's real

But things change right

Thought i said the truth and then i went and switched lanes like

I don't need love and this music in the same life

I was so naive, i could put 'em in the same light

I spoke rgiht from the heart, every second from the start

I never planned on leaving you or ripping everything apart

Now your wearing all my scars, staring straight up at the stars

Questioning why this all happened wishing everything was ours

I never meant to lie

I broke it off because i thought my time

With all this music sht was running out

And life was flying by

And you were second guessing everything inside your mind

My excuse is that we gave it everything and that we tried

But sometimes, trying isn't gonna make it work

And sometimes, people leave relationships hurt

But this one time, i had thought that we wouldn't for sure

We got one life, and i thought i would spend it all with her

Now all we got is memories, all we got is memories

And wishing we were meant to be

Hoping that eventually, you would see the end with me

Now i'm stuck inside my head and reading every text you ever sent to me

Dmn, its funny how life goes

We fight through the pain every night and despite those

Lines in the stories of our lives we write those

Every single time even if we don't like those

Its new years now, my phone rings and i left to go and check it

Almost hit delete but i hit play and heard the message

You were drunk as hll it coulda got to you, you let it

Drunk words are sober thoughts so i'm still happy that you said it

Hearing that you missed me almost made me feel pathetic

But that's everything that's echoing inside my fcking head it

Its life throwing us second chance at least that's how i read it

As a chance to try this all again to go and make an edit

We can't change the past but we can change the way we end it

Girl they say that time is money you're the reason that i spend it

Thinking all 'bout the future and the ways that i'll amend it

And incorporate you into it

It's time to stop pretending

It can't work, its time to stop blowing through the signs

Telling us to slow down, go reverse and rewind

Cause i think i know now, that it hurt but we fine

Girl you make me so proud, when i can say you're mine so

Here's to another door being opened

And fixing all the pain

That a company debrokened

Heart ain't the same

But i'm sick of all this choking

Happening inside my brain

I'm just living in the moment

Girl if we been chosen

We can run away from fade

I can fly you to the moon

And if you're still in need of spce

Don't let emptiness consume you

I'm right here and imma stay

To make sure i try to blew you

Into your own saving grace

I got a lotta upon my plate

I don't wanna eat alone

See i'm here to lift the weight

If going through life on your own

I'd rather do it late then never

Girl i still see room to grow

We've been through these great endeavors

We've still got plenty more to roam

So its time to let it go

Give in and get a grip

Baby what's a crazy life without learning to take risks?

Baby what's a crazy life without accepting what we did?

And taking everything infront of us

And loving what it is

Fast forward to the present

Its feeling like its heaven

I was stuck up in a jar

You were my anti-depressant

Everytime i saw you

I lit up and got florescent

Baby everytime i saw you

Was your new greatest impression

Down since day one

Let's make it work and take the mission

That ride or life laying right by your side of every minute

The best part of the story

Is that its still isn't finished

Then and i pray to god

That this isn't the only chapter written

I'm gone