Time is flying i'd be lying if i said it's fine
But when i turn the pages i've been aging like i'm wine
Off to the races different places shaping my design
They said i need to stop i dropped the baggage and blew through the signs
Afraid that i'm not living i might work myself to death
But if i stop the work the reaper's hands around my neck
Tried to take a long shot i ain't stupid it's a stretch
Never tried to draw me now everybody lookin' sketch
Yeah well i guess that's how it goes
I walk a road full of ghosts
And broken dreams and the bones
Keep high i'll land as i go
It's getting thicker and cold
Shit i just hope that i can find the way home
I wish that i could just rewind
Let it go and turn back time
And leave all of the stress behind
I just wanna run away
Don't wanna go another day
Where i'm lying to myself
I'm fine
I'm telling myself all the time
Ignoring all the warning signs
I can feel it in my chest
Now i'm choking on my breath
I'll keep lying to myself
I'm fine
My family across the country i
Got a girl but where i'm at it's 6 and where she at it's 9
Distance pushed the love that's been existent to a distant time
I tried to get a jump in but ballistics been resistant
Fine i'll fight another year while i'm wiping all these tears
In a place where i don't think that i'll survive another here
I've been blacking out on weekends hoping i can smother fear
Under the weather funny how it's just an endless summer here
I wish that i could just rewind
Let it go and turn back time
And leave all of the stress behind
I just wanna run away
Don't wanna go another day
Where i'm lying to myself
I'm fine
I'm telling myself all the time
Ignoring all the warning signs
I can feel it in my chest
Now i'm choking on my breath
I'll keep lying to myself
I'm fine
Please never let me fade away
I may be far but don't you ever stay away
I promise that i'll never let our love decay
Just promise me i won't disintegrate
Let it go and turn back time
And leave all of the stress behind
I just wanna run away
Don't wanna go another day
Where i'm lying to myself
I'm fine
I'm telling myself all the time
Ignoring all the warning signs
I can feel it in my chest
Now i'm choking on my breath
I'll keep lying to myself
I'm fine
