I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay
All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay
I think you were the first person who gave me a shot
I want you to know that it meant a fucking lot
You listened when I needed you that Sunday night
You took that blade, threw it away, and gave me life
And I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay
All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay
I think you were the first person who broke my damn heart
I want you to know I was thrown back in the dark
I listened when you needed me that Christmas night
But you ran that blade through all your veins just one more time
But I wasn't there for you in that bedroom
When you decided the world didn't get you
I heard the sirens, I saw the message
I'll keep your nightstand the way that you left it
I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay
All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay
Yeah, yeah, I'm okay, yeah
Yeah, I'm okay
I knew you were the last person who I'd give my heart
I want you to know I loved you right from the start, yeah
I listened when the pastor said you would hurt no more
I threw that blade inside your grave and said once more
That I haven't smiled very much today, but I'm okay, I'm okay
All these tears are diamonds on my face, and I'm okay, I'm okay
Yeah
