Feeling so lonely and sick

So I need somebody to hold onto this grip

What am I doing on top of this hinge

Because it's about to break apart can't take this

Used to think bout myself only obviously

God was nothing but illusion to me

But I found out that I was wrong because He is not to be seen

But to believe

Calling you out

Yahweh I'm calling you out

If you're what you are and greater than man

Then show me your light show me your light

Calling you out

Yahweh I'm calling you out

If you're what you are and greater than man

Then show me your light show me your light

Show me your light

God

If you're hearing my voice I'm calling out to you

Why

Is this place giving the chills I'm spiritually ill so

How

Come my desire filled with fires not burning at this time But

I

Still believe in your presence your word no doubt but

God

If you're hearing my voice I'm calling out to you

Why

Is this place giving the chills I'm spiritually ill so

How

Come my desire filled with fires not burning at this time But

I

I

Spitting the flow for years

Killing the sins with a sword from Him

Given by the Lord no doubt just winning

Ain't an option but a promise I made just living

By my motto gotta keep it straight and chilling

About a million thoughts on the ceiling

Lying down on the ground chilling and thinking

I still gotta do something and fix this sin I'm committing

I did it is my own confession I admit it

Realizing the fact that this weapon was given to me

Not by accident as a gift valued to the maximum

Gotta be thankful ya

Tryna do what I gotta do bet you know

Cause you do see feel touch everything that you can

I confess with prayer I wanna go back again to the time

When I used to praise your name

Amen

I wanna repent

I remember what do I have to do to

Get the demons out of my head

Shout your name I know you're listening up there

Bow down with shame I know I'm a sinner down here

I confess I'm just an empty shell without you because

God

If you're hearing my voice I'm calling out to you

Why

Is this place giving the chills I'm spiritually ill so

How

Come my desire filled with fires not burning at this time But

I

Still believe in your presence your word no doubt but

God

If you're hearing my voice I'm calling out to you

Why

Is this place giving the chills I'm spiritually ill so

How

Come my desire filled with fires not burning at this time But

I

I

Calling you out

Yahweh I'm calling you out

If you're what you are and greater than man

Then show me your light show me your light

Calling you out

Yahweh I'm calling you out

If you're what you are and greater than man

Then show me your light show me your light

Show me your light

God

If you're hearing my voice I'm calling out to you

Why

Is this place giving the chills I'm spiritually ill so

How

Come my desire filled with fires not burning at this time But

I

Still believe in your presence your word no doubt but

God

If you're hearing my voice I'm calling out to you

Why

Is this place giving the chills I'm spiritually ill so

How

Come my desire filled with fires not burning at this time But

I

I