My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad (yeah, yeah)

Yeah

Open up a page, then I start to write

You've been in my brain, an' I see you every night

I still don't get the way you think you always right

An' I told you back in May those feelings, now it's outta sight

I often ignore you out of my mind

I hope my coffin don't collapse 'cause I was writing these lines

Inside feel cold and empty knowing that I'm trapped, but I find

I had some s**t to say, and now I feel I finally got time (finally got time)

(Finally got time, finally got time)

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Been doing 80 whole they pay me, think it's thanks to Slim

And I been patient while they play me, feeling great, but when

The curtains close, then you rewind it, and they start to ball

I feel reminded of a pain I never wanna cause

I felt inspired, so I tried picking up the pen

Turn the violence into poems over violins

But when it's silent and I get a message full of pain

I feel a cycle that's recurring, burning in my brain

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

I played the show a year ago while we was on that tour

I felt a vibe I can't define, we left it on the floor

My heart was racing, left the stage, and went to grab a drink

And everybody started saying all the kindest things

That s**t was new, I never knew the feeling we provide

I guess I knew, but never felt it, always felt like I

Was just immune to all the words online they say to me

A thousand voices in one moment started talkin' an' scream

I felt that kid who beat his cancer playing all my s**t

I felt that mom who never got to see her son exist

I felt that father who used to play it sleeping for his kids

Suddenly, I hear a quiet voice approach and whisper this

He said he pulled her to the show and was all by himself

He had anxiety's with crowds, but he just had to tell

Me, I'm the reason why he breathing, why he still alive

But he the reason why I keep on writing all these lines

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad