Writer(s): Benjamin Levin, Elena Kiper, Halsey, Ivan Nikolaevich Shapovalov, Magnus Høiberg, Martin Kierszenbaum, Sergio Galoyan, Trevor HornValerij Valentinovich Polienko, Nathan Perez
I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk ish but I love it everytime
And I realize
I've tasted blood and it is sweet
I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet
I've trusted lies and trusted men
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors
Come on little lady give us a smile
No I aint got nothin to smile about
I've got no one to smile for
I waited awhile for
A moment to say
I don't owe you a goddamn thing
I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk ish but I love it everytime
And I realize
I'm no sweet dream but I'm a hell of a night
But I'm no sweet dream but I'm a hell of a night
No I won't smile but I'll show you my teeth
And I'ma let you speak
If you just let me breathe
I've been polite but won't be caught dead
Lettin a man tell me what I should do in my bed
Keep my exes in check in my basement
Cause kindness is weakness or worse you're complacent
I could play nice or I could be a bully
I'm tired and angry but somebody should be
Come on little lady give us a smile
No I aint got nothin to smile about
I've got no one to smile for
I waited awhile for
A moment to say
I don't owe you a goddamn thing
I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk ish but I love it everytime
And I realize
I I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk ish but I love it everytime
And I realize
Someone like me can be a real nightmare
Completely aware
But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware yeah
Someone like me can be a real nightmare completely aware
But I'm glad to be a real nightmare so save me your prayers
I I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk ish but I love it everytime
And I realize
I I keep a record of the wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk ish but I love it everytime
And I realize
I'm no sweet dream but I'm a hell of a night
But I'm no sweet dream but I'm a hell of a
