Oh I've been putting you first
At my own expense
Just to get attention from you
I always question my worth
When you turn your head
When we lay in bed
You know we didn't have to suffer
I know that I was being stubborn
I can read between the lines
Tired of living with the sadness
I can see we never had this
Why we wasting all this time
Don't wanna chase my shadow
Why do I even try
I gotta learn to let go
I'm gonna lose my mind
Lose my mind
Lose my mind
Why we keep making this work
When it don't make sense
You just let me fall to pieces
Why am I even writing this verse
When it's all on me
You gotta set me free
Yeah yeah
You know we didn't have to suffer
I know that I'm just being stubborn
I can read between the lines
Baby I'm just being open
Feels like you never show emotion
Why we wasting all this time
Don't wanna chase my shadow
Why do I even try
I gotta learn to let go
I'm gonna lose my mind
Lose my mind
Lose my mind
