I know the air i'm breathing
It's no good for my lungs
I do this every season
I hate when summer comes
I fall into a trap that i made by myself
Oh and i always do the wrong thing
I'm unstable and i'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already
I'm so sorry but i'm
Not able to slow it down
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy
I've lost already
And i'm so sorry but i'm
Not able to slow down now
And i'm so sorry but i'm
Not able to slow down now
And i'm so sorry but i'm
Not able to slow down now
I'm always self destructive
Take a hit i love it
Can you give me a second
I'm still got blurry vision
I fall into a trap that i made by myself
Oh and i always do the wrong thing
Almost stable and almost steady
I've lost a million times already
I'm so sorry but i'm
Not able to slow down down
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy
I've lost already
And i'm so sorry but i'm
Not able to slow down now
Please help me see the things that i am
I don't understand
I'm doing the best that i can right now
But it's never enough
I'm not even ready to slow down
To slow down
Oh
And i'm so so i'm not able to slow down now
And i'm so sorry but i'm
Not here we will slow down now now now
