i

i watched it like a movie

my life was amusing

fading in the distance

only if you knew me now you'd never know

oh i was one year ago

at all those out there parties

waiting in the lobby

every starry night yeah i was never sorry

with nowhere to go

i didn't want to be alone

want to be alone

somehow i remember

last december

i gave you everything

things i never had

i forget the rest

and although now it's over

i'm not feeling that much older

dreaming dreams i never had

making up the plans

i still really miss you

wish i hadn't kissed you

standing in the lobby

with a dozen roses

holding on for more

what an ending to the show

my mother always told me

everything has consequences

she was right i never played it nice

now i watch it all alone

what a price i pay for more

somehow i remember

last december

i gave you everything

things i never had

i forget the rest

and although now it's over

i'm not feeling that much older

dreaming dreams i never had

making other plans

i watch it like a movie

my life was amusing

fading in the distance

only if you knew me now you'd never know

who i was one year ago

my mother always told me

everything has consequences

she was right i never played it nice

now i watch all alone

what a price to pay for

somehow i remember last december

i gave you everything

things i never had

i forget the rest

hold on now it's over

i'm not feeling that much older

dreaming dreams i never had

make it on the bed

somehow now i'm older

i feel colder

and i wanna hide inside

just like last december hmm