I'm wide awake but fast asleep
What's left unsaid keeps following me
Following me
I toss and turn just to bite my tongue
Holding my breath test- driving my lungs
Test- driving my lungs
Feel the weight on my heart I've been lying
To myself from the start slowly dying
I'm afraid it's too late but I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
What if we're too far
Gone gone
Remember when we used to say " We had it all"
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
And now we're stuck in retrograde
Moving too fast got nothing to save
Nothing to save
Feel the weight on my heart I've been lying
To myself from the start slowly dying
I'm afraid it's too late but I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
What if we're too far
Gone gone
Gone
Gone gone
Maybe we lost it all all