No it's 
I can't I can't really 
I can't really just explain it 
It's I don't know it's 
Uh let me try 
Slow down 
I know you wanna understand 
So I'll explain the best I can 
What this pain feels like 
It's hard 
'Cause even as I'm sitting here 
I would rather disappear 
Than face the world outside 
I'm floating in a fallen sky 
I'm okay well maybe not 
Here it comes again 
So I breathe am I gonna drown 
You'll be fine I say it out loud 
I should let someone know 
Maybe when I'm better 
So I breathe will it ever end 
You'll be fine I say it again 
I should let someone know 
That something doesn't feel right feel right 
It's like I'm colorblind it's like I'm colorblind 
'Cause everybody's world's in color 
Except for mine 
It sucks 
'Cause everything's in black and white 
And I can't say I'm numb inside 
'Cause that just sounds so dark 
It's hard 
'Cause even as we're sitting here 
We're fighting off a constant fear 
But no one sees that part 
It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky 
You think you're okay but then you're not 
Here it comes again 
So I breathe am I gonna drown 
You'll be fine I say it out loud 
I should let someone know 
Maybe when I'm better 
So I breathe will it ever end 
You'll be fine I say it again 
I should let someone know 
That something doesn't feel right feel right 
It's like I'm colorblind it's like I'm colorblind 
'Cause everybody's world's in color 
Except for mine