I usually write every feeling down

No, not this evening, I don't want to feel it right now

So I'll wait and watch it go away

But it won't

I just want to feel okay

I'm hiding away

I'm hiding away

I'm hiding away

I'm hiding away

And I don't want to feel this anymore

And I don't want to feel this anymore

It's isolating

Make plans

I don't wanna break up with you

You make me feel

And the good feels so good

And the good feels so much better than your sad

And the good is a step up from the bad

And the good is the best I ever had

I don't wanna break up with you

I'm hiding away

I'm hiding away

I'm hiding away

I'm hiding away

And I don't want to feel this anymore

And I don't want to feel this anymore

It's isolating

(I don't want to feel this anymore)

(I don't want to feel this anymore)

(I don't want to feel this anymore)

(I don't want to feel this anymore)

(I don't want to feel this anymore)

And I don't want to feel this anymore

And I don't want to feel this anymore, it's isolating

Keep your heart warm and your body won't rust

Trust that things will get better, you will not be bitter

Accept that bits of you won't ever look the same again

When they were how they were, you just complained anyway

So let go because it's a while from over

Even if it can't be lived over

It's knowing it can be lived until it's gone, but before that

Find the morning that spreads butter on your toes

Ride the wind's broken tracks to a triangle of glass

You've never seen done before

Sunbathe your core until your insides are so nicely heated,

They could be eaten

Then lay your star-warmed body down

Your origami'd skin meeting what it once was and now grows

Your swollen eyelids, let the masks make their own way

Give your liver to the birds,

They will sing to us all the things you've heard