I remember when

I never needed space

Tipping back again

Right into my old ways

Feel like I'm always in the right place, wrong time

Or wrong place, right time, whichever the f**k

Don't need to answer this call, thought I'd try my luck

I gotta breathe in ten counts so I don't get stuck

In this toxic thought line

Whipped by my mind, heard all kinds of stuff

"Take a look at this night, it's such a pleasure

Why you gotta drink till you don't remember?"

I'd like to go back right to where we were

Keep me close, I don't know how to be hurt

Two speedboats missing every time we turn

Take me back to where you are

Every day I spark in you a wretched kind of sympathy

I can tell you feel it every time you turn to look at me

Keep me up all night because the days are getting tiring

Bleeding into one another like a broken artery

"I'm talking too much, I'm being crazy, I'm malfunctioning

F**k, I wonder if they even really want my company"

Just be quiet, you're driving me up the wall

Oh, cause I'm always saying blunt words, mean things

Hurting feelings, it's not what I want

I know how that shit feels, hate to pass it along

We gotta let go so we can all move on

Are y'all done with me yet?

My friends say no sweat, we're all a bit far gone

Beaten down by time like cracks in leather

It's gonna get harder 'fore it gets better

So spent, though fear still ties us to earth

When these paths close, take me fast and take me first

Two speedboats missing every time we turn

Take me back to where you are

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