First time I met my brother I was standing at his tombstone

Let's f*ck something up for the last time it's been too long

The pain never went away - even when the winter went away

Too many people eating off my plate I can't stop now for that it

I can't lie I cry at night (let's do it again)

I can't lie I cry at night, been months since the last quiet night

I admit I feel some type of way about everything right now

Give me a chance to make it all good and I'll f*ck it up

I feel like that since the first class - about to give up

Back in the day was handling the pain with me rolling up

I tried my best, wish me good luck, it wasn't enough

You see the pain in my eyes

I think I am losing my mind

Gun on my hip

Roll on the fifth

Empty the clip

Get back what I miss

I can't lie I cry at night (let's do it again)

I can't lie I cry at night, been months since the last quiet night

I admit I feel some type of way about everything right now