Only look outside when it rains

It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake

Only look outside when it rains

I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay

Only look outside when it rains

Use me, use me, then throw me away

Only look outside when it rains

Just so I can feel a damn thing

Only look outside when it rains

I can't lose, it's just too much at stake

Only feel alive 'cause of pain

I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break

Only got friends when it pays

Fuck a fan, only God knows if I stay

Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane

Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes

And I laugh from time to time

Just to make it seem like I'm alright

And I ride for mine, for mine

It's the only thing keepin' me alive

Only look outside when it rains

It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake

Only look outside when it rains

I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay

Only look outside when it rains

Use me, use me, then throw me away

Only look outside when it rains

Just so I can feel a damn thing

Only look outside when it rains

I can't lose, it's just too much at stake

Only feel alive 'cause of pain

I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break

Only got friends when it pays

Fuck a fan, only God knows if I stay

Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane

Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes

And I laugh from time to time

Just to make it seem like I'm alright

And I ride for mine, for mine

It's the only thing keepin' me alive