i'm not giving you should haves but i should have tried
i should have fought in hell i should have died
i'm not one to regret but god i should have lied
i should have run to you i should have
'cause i haven't been awake for years
the sun beats insincere oh oh oh
and we haven't let us go since then
shouldn't that be worth something oh oh oh
and i still think of you every time i breathe
before i give up break there's something brittle in me
but if i hold my breath will you let me forget
just for a little while
for a little while
'cause i haven't been awake for year
the sun beats insincere oh oh oh
and we haven't let us go since then
shouldn't that be worth something oh oh oh
i felt passion turn your lips from heat to ice to ice
withering in coffee spoons and sacrifice
and i have wondered every day
how much our lives will stay the same
and i have watched you slip away now
tell me how long does it take to fall apart
i don't feel any different
i don't feel any different
i don't feel anything
'cause i haven't been awake for you
haven't been awake for you
something insincere oh oh oh
and i haven't been away
and i have a lot of scars instead
but shouldn't that be worth something oh oh oh
haven't been awake for years and
i haven't been awake for years
