If you don't see me in my sides with my guys
I be in the nice
Yo ain't no leaders where I'm from I gotta fly the flag
So my brothers them have got me till the final lap
I feel like I'm floppin' when I try relax
But it turned me to a boss because I like the graft
Built a couple bridges over minor gaps
Burned a couple too **** I might struggle but the time will pass
Long way from playin' double up behind the flats
Lookin' for some money havin' trouble tryna find the bag
Grew up with some snakes in the bits
So make your bread but just be careful who you're breakin' it with
Brothers hate when you're paid girls as fake as their lips
Everybody turns salty gotta take you a pinch
Yeah
Raise my glass up in the air then go smash it off the wall
I don't wanna pour one up if you won't catch me when I fall
Call me bro but you still struggle lookin' at me when I talk
Hide my feelings everybody say I'm hard to read
I got some problems if I state they wouldn't half believe
**** they think it's all party beats and Cardi Bs
I done lost a lot of love for the game
**** changed plus I feel like it don't love me the same
I might expect too much or it just **** s with my brain
I don't know feels like I'm stuck in a maze
Takes a lot to explain
Die for my little sister tomorrow
I'll go to jail for my broski and I won't feel a way
Put my ends on the map I had to open the gate
Now they tag me in posts when they go down the lane
God got me mum I know that you pray
But I'm never far from home even though I'm away
See the rosary beads you left me when I open my case
From the roads to the road to be great yeah
Dad told me " find a craft and go and master it"
Now he ain't gotta graft he just relax and find a gaff to flip
Some my family still on bag it up and package it
But some things never change I'll put my cash in for the damages
Still hungry like I need me a rack
You know the bando in Manny really bees in the trap
I lost friends for a second thought I needed 'em back
I never been more wrong and **** we'll leave it at that
Took a break to get some **** up off my chest
Stopped myself from postin' said I'm chillin' for a sec
Told everyone I'm focused and I need a little rest
But if I'm honest I just ghosted 'cause I split up with my ex
Life was cosy had to pick up where I left
Booked a flight with couple brodies took the business off my head
Lyin' if I said I'm lonely got my brothers to the death
If I die give all my Rollies to the tugs and let 'em flex
Why fam
Yeah go on then
I'll shou- I'll th- I'll shout you tomorrow go for a scran tomorrow innit
Go on
Alright respect yeah
Alright I'll show you how to drive your SVR 'round man
Hahaha say no more
Safe fam
Safe yeah
Safe man
Safe man
Haha
It's hard followin' your brain when you're soul don't care
It still feels like no one's there
Sittin' on my throne with an open stare
'Cause to me it's just a broken chair
I love it at the top but **** it's cold up there
I kinda found out how it feels to be alone up there
Lookin' for some hope it never showed up there
But **** it I'm a solider I can cope up there
Heart's numb **** don't feel the same
All the money in the world couldn't heal the pain
All the honeys and the girls wanna deal with Aitch
But they deal with him too if he steals my name
Back then I used to play they'd know me
But **** ain't what I thought sometimes it ain't so rosey
Kick back and think as I burn my spliff
Just block the world out and watch the day go slowly
Ayy knobhead I need these receipts
Rapido you know
I've got a **** in' Excel sheet in front of me yeah
You would not believe how much money you're throwin' away without **** in' receipts
Just get back to me please if you don't mind
In a bit
