I'm kinda scared how we all just die alone
No one to call
No one to hold
My heart been turning into stone
so far away from home
If this the life that I was given
I'm losing all my sanity and rhyming every feeling
I'm thinking who I used to be and losing all my missions
I keep on taking medicine to get out of my feelings
I've been thinking how the f**u broke a heart made out of stone
I'm smoking all the pain away and losing my control
Will I ever make it to the top
What if I never know
Or maybe if
If god just wills me to create a better life
If god just wills me to have another night
If god just wills me to have, enough to see my mother cry when she sees California
Simple little dreams
Just wanna see her walk around man that's life for me
Just hoping I could see my dad but with a better me
Just hoping I could see this all
so I'm complete
