we're eating carrots on my bedroom floor
you're making rhymes while i'm playing coins
we don't do that no more
we don't even speak no more
i see you every now and then
i heard that you are better friends
with my guys that made you insecure
why were you so insecure
we should stayed friends
before we even began our story
your fall was cut by concrete
my fault it never stops
you said that you'd wait for me
however long it takes me a month
a year or twenty
would you wait twenty one
our pictures there on icloud saved
i kept your gifts from yesterday
don't feel the need to throw away
all of the memories that we made
the note you wrote the cards you gave
the rice cooker and pretty j
i wish so hard that i would say
why couldn't i get myself to stay
we should have stayed friends
you know me i hated feeling guilty
i wish you just yell at me
and tell me what you really want
you said that you'd wait for me
however long it takes me a month
a year or twenty
would you wait twenty one
maybe by then you'd see me
how i'm not perfect baby i learned how to love healthy
would you learn to self love
you said that you'd wait for me
however long it takes me a month
a year or twenty
would you wait twenty one