we're eating carrots on my bedroom floor
you're making rhymes while i'm playing chords
we don't do that no more
we don't even speak no more
i see you every now and then
i heard that you are better friend with my guys
i made you insecure
why were you so insecure
we should stayed friends before we even began our story
your fall was cut by concrete
and my fall it never stopped
you said that you'd wait for me
however long it takes me a month
a year or twenty
would you wait twenty one
our pictures there on eyecloud saved
i kept your gifts from yesterday
don't feel the need to throw away
all of them at memories that we made a note
you wrote a card you gave a rice cooker and pretty j
i wished so hard that i would stay
why couldn't i get myself to stay
we should've stayed friends you know me
i hated feeling guilty
i wish you'd just yell at me
tell me what you really want
you said that you'd wait for me
however long it takes me a month a year or twenty
would you wait twenty one
maybe by then you'll see me
how i'm not perfect baby i learned how to love healthy
would you learn to self love
you said that you'd wait for me
however long it takes me a month
a year or twenty
would you wait twenty one