My eyes closed, I'm barely awake

Be honest, I'm too used to pain

So cold out, the sun's gone away

I can't tell if I've just gone insane

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup

When I feel better, something just goes wrong

And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream

The world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen

Tomorrow's just ten hours away

But I'm still, stuck in yesterday

My mom took just one look at my face

Am I okay? Oh

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup

When I feel better, something just goes wrong

And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream

The world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup

When I feel better, nobody shows up

It's too hard to fix me, I'm late to the party

I feel so empty and I'm only nineteen