I know we grew up a little too fast
I miss the days that we'd chill and relax
Where did the time go It all passed
Now I need to go back
I had no worries but always have plans
Only thing I did was take out the trash
Now it's much harder to laugh
Hard to get up and then work on my craft yeah
I need inspiration don't need no validation
No more medication should try some meditating
I don't need you to save me
Feel like all of you hate me
Everything's been so hard with
All the situations lately
I just need to numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away a vacation
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain
Oh I just wanna numb the pain
Oh I just wanna run away
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain
I just need to numb the pain
Well maybe I'm done maybe I've lost
Still putting up a fight because
I love my mom I love my family
When I was young they would all look after me
I don't know why but I feel like a burden
I spend my life overthinking my purpose
Can't really cry I'm so used to the hurting
Trauma creeps up on me at the wrong moments
Oh I just wanna numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away a vacation
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain
I just need to numb the pain
I just need to numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away a vacation
I don't know what else to say
Now I just need to numb the pain
