I just really feel like
Nothing I do matters
And I just really feel like
I'm stuck right in this pattern yeah
Man it's hard to see light
Cuz it ain't shinin too bright yeah
My future doesn't glisten
They tell me I don't do right yeah
So all I do is write, write, write
To numb the pain
Drinkin and smokin
And do it all over again
Paintin these pictures
But they don't like the color paint
Look I know I ain't sayin I'm a saint
But damn bro look at all this shit I've overcame
Damn damn bro look at all this effort I don gave
When I f**k up I know I'm the one I gotta blame
But damn bro when it comes to them it ain't the same yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Dillon got it bumpin
Deano keep it real
I just gotta tell em
How I really feel
Yeah yeah
I ain't gon tell em
Nothin that ain't true
True to how I'm feelin yeah
When I step into that boof
Yeah yeah
I don't look around and see range rovers
I just see a drank and I po it in the soda
I just numb the pain from whom I keep the closest
Cuz I f**k them over
Or they don f**d me over
I don cut em off or loved em till I righted all my wrongs
Tell em that I love em and I put em in these songs
But I still can't help but feel like they don't love me for what I do
Or maybe their just sick of what I f**n put em thru yeah
