as the days go by

the nights go by

when the nights go by

they're harder get through the night

these mental fights

these mental fights are smarter

i don't go to sleep until the sun's up

i can't seem to calm myself enough

everybody recommend mends different medicines

i don't wanna get all up in my head again

am i sick am i okay

am i being dramatic about it

am i fine am i just fine

am i be being a burden to my friends

jokes on them they don't listen

it's okay though i won't be with them

distance myself and i'm hiding

waiting for good news to find me

life's a game and i've been cheated

got dealt back cars and defeated

i don't really wanna play this game alright

this train i wanna get off it

you say you pray i'll be just fine

but i've prayed many times and he never responds

you're supposed to help me on this earth

but instead you pushed me to somebody else

now everything is gone now yeah

he's never coming back no

can't go through another heartbreak no

i'm just praying for a heart attack yeah

just praying for a heart attack yeah

i'ma leave and i won't come back yeah

you can see me in your dreams

you can miss me but i won't miss me

you can miss me but i will not miss me