I'm always thinking bout my past life
I wonder if I had a good wife
I wonder if I had a daughter
Reading stories while she's underneath the covers sayin' goodnight
I'm feeling shitty cus my past is shitty
I'm wondering do I miss the things I pity
Cus if I do then it's all over
All the work I did to get it all the work I did for closure
Cus it's hard
You would think I'm blessed
But every damn relationship I'm ready to confess
All of the mistakes I've made have caused me to regress
I'm in a state of shock cause all that's left in me is stress
But if stressing sometimes a blessing
I gotta know
If things will just pick up I hope that I will follow through
I need a person in my life to help me get a view
Of what I should be doing to allow the time to grow
Cus I'm growing
I'm growing its a climb
I just don't know things
But that will come with time
And yeah I know it's
A struggle but its fine
If everything works out I'll know that it was worth the grind
Cus I'm growing
Yeah im doing it real slow
I'm always showing
That slow process as i go
And now I notice
That there is so much I don't know
Cus i'm growing
I'm growing right now
Flashback 2 years ago
I was just a little boy who never knew how to love
I met a girl at a party and she made me feel like the heaven's above
It went well for the first time
We were takin it at our own pace
And that was just fine, but after some time
We just fell out and it caused the love that we had to break
I was hurt sure, but the only option for us was that departure
To end on good terms
And attempt a friendship even though we miss each other
It's for the better
Move on with ourselves don't shed no tears
Everything that happened just do not matter
We gotta live here
We gotta live in the moment
Live it slow and
Yes I know it
In the moment
Livin's good if we let us show it
Overcome and just beat our own shit
When we make it, we won't fake it
We will rise till the ground is shakin
Hoping we are, going so far
With our goals cus we know it's so hard
I know that it all sucks
I know bout all the things that have caused you pain
But I know you'll strike luck
I promise you will not feel no f**n shame
It's for a reason tho
I moved on from it
I reached my summit
I got a girl now even though
I went thru that it's just my path
It shows i'm growing
Cus I'm growing
I'm growing its a climb
I just don't know things
But that will come with time
And yeah I know it's
A struggle but its fine
If everything works out I'll know that it was worth the grind
Cus I'm growing
Yeah im doing it real slow
I'm always showing
That slow process as i go
And now I notice
That there is so much I don't know
Cus i'm growing
I'm growing right now
Growth
Growth is needed in life, you know
If you need to survive, you'll grow
When you see us alive, you'll know
That we've grown in our time cus
Growth
We all wish to be wise and old
To see the power of life behold
When you grow to be kind and bold
You will see you have undergone
Growth
When you finally reach the end
What it takes to just comprehend
You can run away, flee, ascend
You are finally free from
Growth
Plant a seed to support your life
Watch it tower towards the sky
When it finally grows so high
You can die knowing you were
Cus I'm growing
I'm growing its a climb
I just don't know things
But that will come with time
And yeah I know it's
A struggle but its fine
If everything works out I'll know that it was worth the grind
Cus I'm growing
Yeah im doing it real slow
I'm always showing
That slow process as i go
And now I notice
That there is so much I don't know
Cus i'm growing
I'm growing right now
I'm growing so damn much
I'm growing so damn much
I'm growing so damn much
I'm growing so damn much
