(From the beginning, right
from the beginning
I'm gonna forg- I'm gonna mess up everything, just a warning)
I tried to forgive you
You probably think this song is about you
I hate that you're right
I hate that you're right
I tried not to miss you
But a piece of you remains in my rearview
So I drive all night
I drive all night
All the broken promises
All the time that you spent
Saying that you loved me
(Did you really mean it?)
Did you move on too fast
Or am I driving too slow
Slam my foot on the gas
But I still watch you go
I tried to forget you
But I still keep all my notes from you inside my car
Inside my heart
And you tried to explain it
But your words were no match for the days when
We'd stay up all night
So I drive all night
Picking up the batteries
I lost all my energy
The moment that you made that call
(And I meant everything I ever said to you)
Trying to find better things
But now it's been seven weeks
And the only thing I've found is nothing at all
Cuz you said you were sorry, but that was a lie
You're out getting wasted on your best friend's wine
While I sit here and die
And I sent all those good mornings and got no reply
Rain falls down the window like tears from my eyes
Like days you were mine
Wish you gave me a sign
Wish I didn't have to pretend
No one warned me that even infinity has an end
You lied just to spare me
Did you anticipate the pain I'd be bearing
When you said goodbye
When you said you'd try
And you tried not to hurt me
But all your inconsistencies proved unworthy
Of being enough
Was I ever enough
(Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice messa-)
I deserve so much more
Than crying on my bathroom floor
Wishing I could call you
(At the tone, please record your message)
Healing myself through song
But getting every word wrong
I blamed you for breaking me
But I broke myself all along
Because I held on
Cuz you said you were sorry, but that was a lie
You're out getting wasted on your best friend's wine
While I sit here and die
And I sent all those good mornings and got no reply
Rain falls down the window like tears from my eyes
Like days you were mine
Wish you gave me a sign
Wish I didn't have to pretend
No one warned me that even infinity has an end
Said you loved me like Saturn
The center of your chapter
Your "happy ever after"
But that never mattered
Because now we've shattered
And you act so different
Am I your amusement
Oh, why do I still choose this
And all of our friends
Didn't want this to end
We both saw this coming
So why does it feel
So unexpected
I can't learn my lesson
Class already ended
But I still wait for you in the hall
But you say nothing at all
Pride goeth before the fall
But you go before it all
I'll put you before it all
I'll tell you I'm sorry and it won't be a lie
Even though we both know that I'm in the right
But I still hope you're alright
I ignored all the warnings and wait for your reply
Rain falls down the window like tears from my eyes
Like days you were mine
Wish you gave me a sign
Wish you were still mine
I wish you were still mine
I wish you were still mine
(Said you love me like Saturn
The center of your chapter
But that never mattered)
I wish you were still mine
(Because now we've shattered
And you act so different
Am I your amusement
Oh, why do I still choose this?)
I wish you were still mine
(And all of our friends
Didn't want this to end
We saw this coming
So why did it feel like)
You were still mine
(wish you were still mine)
But forever grows more fragile with time
I promised I would never let someone ruin my favorite song
Now I skip it so I don't cry whenever it comes on
You said it was our song sitting in your car that day
Do you still see me in your mind every time it plays
