Been having late nights and long days
Sometimes it feels like an endless?slope
My?Energys Not Totally?Aligned Lately
Has Everybody Already Lost Their?Hope
I see it in your eyes its not easy
I appreciate the way you cope
My Energys Not Totally Aligned Lately
Has Everybody Already Lost Their Hope
I’m looking for Balance
A man stuck in wonderland not looking for Alice
Best believe its a challenge
When you dealing with damage
Inside of your head, it can get too much to manage
Yo I find that I'm lost
My generation is too
My generation lost their freedom like they live in a zoo
Having too much of pride, having too much to prove
And having too much to drink, but you know that’s how we do
And I can pour you up a glass and you can see its the truth
And we can talk about the past but really what is the use
Spending all this cash on the things we abuse
Yeah we've been living way too fast without time for the views
But what you looking for, when either you’re in a place you can’t explain or ignore
My plane of existence isn’t something I can just explore
And get back from like, hey wasn’t that fun?
Like, Nah not really
Ain’t no picnic when the panic make me hit the ceiling
Ain’t no piece of cake when you feel weight that’s never leaving
Burdens on your spirit keep you down like torn achilles
We been taught to hide our feelings, and never let them get too close
Keep a distance, indifference and a lack of empathy the most
Respected in these streets, forget what makes you weak
Remember what you about baby this your legacy
On the other hand, they got shit to help you cope
Signatures from doctors after questioning and taking notes
Here’s a lil something you can take to help you cope
Pop a couple, feel the trouble bubble down with every dose
You described by what you prescribed and that’s a drive-by into your mind, killing your character
So when I drive by I’m looking for signs to let them know that I’m doing alright, on the regular
Cover up with a smile, on the Daily
Pray that they dont see through the smoke
My Energys Not Totally Aligned Lately
Has Everybody Already Lost Their Hope
Is there a God can she save me
I didn't get an answer when I spoke
My Energys Not Totally Aligned Lately
Has Everybody Already Lost Their Hope
Aunty Annie and Debbie Downer my neighbors
They don’t respect my privacy for shit, they always over
Always involved, always looking down my shoulder
Making small things seem so large until I feel like be dragging boulders
Wherever I am, wherever I go
Whatever the plan, whatever the goal
However you plan, inevitable
However you stand, affecting your growth
Yo I know how you feel, I feel how you know
I know the feeling because it is universal
You reap what you sow, and you sow what you have
But what you have isn’t always what you need for you to thrive
And for you to keep your hopes alive, while your back against the wall fighting the demons that you hide inside
My demons violent, but they silent
Creep up on me unannounced till I’m surrounded like an island
But if you think that you’re alone like I did
And face all of this Solo cause you a fighter like the pilot
That’s a lot to chew back-a
Blacka, blacka, Blacka
But when you out of ammo what you doing after
No ones got unlimited rounds
There’s only so much damage you can take till you hit the ground
I know that no one truly understands what’s holding you down
But don’t you think that for a second you’re the only one round
You’d be surprised at who got your back
Open up a little see the light through the cracks
Cause in the end we’re all just human and were dealing with that
But How your dealing with that, is how your healing, in fact
Your process will always be different to the others
Share some traits here and there but what happens under the covers
Is yours and only yours, some battles may be lost
But in the end I hope that you and me, we win the war
Been having late nights and long days
Sometimes it feels like an endless slope
My Energys Not Totally Aligned Lately
Has Everybody Already Lost Their Hope
I see it in your eyes, it’s not easy
I appreciate the way you cope
My Energys Not Totally Aligned Lately
Has Everybody Already Lost Their Hope
