Yeah, try to wash away my problems a bottle at a time
And the truth is hard to swallow but not when followed by shine
You thought that I might be fine and possibly out my mind
You gave me an ultimatum, but, baby, I crossed the line
And it's plain to see it's my fault, I stand back up, but I fall
I'm working with these demons and they never have a night off
One minute say you love me, then the next you saying f*ck me
In that moment it was beautiful, but now it's getting ugly
And I told you I'ma change, babe, no wonder you don't trust me
Every time I say I quit, I grab that bottle and I'm chugging
Say you close to being done, I understand now why you running
Everything I thought I needed versus everything I wanted
Bartender, keep 'em coming
'Cause I found my soul at the bottom of a whiskey glass again
I drink away the man I once was just to find a means to an end
'Cause I have lost my way
There ain't no coming back, there ain't no coming back
I know the price I paid
There ain't no coming back, ain't no coming back home this time
Boy, I can't keep living this way
You keep playing with my heart 'cause you keep thinking I'll stay
Empty promises and bottles, boy, this s**t ain't okay
I give chance after chance and you just drink it away
You fail to understand what you keep doing to me
So dealing with your s**t is all the proof that you need
Am I dumb to think the change is real?
You don't give a f*ck the way it makes me feel
I don't deserve it, I'm hurting, your state of mind is concerning
The ultimatums ain't working, the altercations just worsen
You search for help, then start diverting, now our future's uncertain
I told you, you gon' have to pick between me or the bourbon, you said
'Cause I found my soul at the bottom of a whiskey glass again (of a whiskey glass again)
I drink away the man I once was just to find a means to an end
'Cause I have lost my way (lost my way)
There ain't no coming back, there ain't no coming back
I know the price I paid (I've paid)
There ain't no coming back, ain't no coming back home this time
'Cause I found my soul at the bottom of a whiskey glass again (of a whiskey glass again)
I drink away the man I once was just to find a means to an end (an end)
'Cause I have lost my way (my way)
There ain't no coming back, there ain't no coming back
I know the price I paid (I know the price I paid)
There ain't no coming back, ain't no coming back home this time