I know the air I'm breathing

It's no good for my lungs

I do this every season

I hate when Summer comes

I fall into a trap

That I'm made by myself

Oh and I always do the wrong thing

I'm unstable and I'm unsteady

I've lost a million times already

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down

I feel unable and so unworthy

My heart feels heavy I've lost already

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now

I'm always self destructive

I take a hit I love it

Can you give me a second

I'm slow got blurry vision

I fall into a trap

That I'm made by myself

Oh and I always do the wrong thing

I'm unstable and I'm unsteady

I've lost a million times already

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now

I feel unable and so unworthy

My heart feels heavy I've lost already

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now

Please help me see

The things that I am

I don't understand

I'm doing the best that I can right now

But it's never enough

I'm not even ready to slow down

Just slow down

Oh

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now

Oh oh

And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now