I know the air I'm breathing
It's no good for my lungs
I do this every season
I hate when Summer comes
I fall into a trap
That I'm made by myself
Oh and I always do the wrong thing
I'm unstable and I'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy I've lost already
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now
I'm always self destructive
I take a hit I love it
Can you give me a second
I'm slow got blurry vision
I fall into a trap
That I'm made by myself
Oh and I always do the wrong thing
I'm unstable and I'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy I've lost already
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now
Please help me see
The things that I am
I don't understand
I'm doing the best that I can right now
But it's never enough
I'm not even ready to slow down
Just slow down
Oh
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now
Oh oh
And I'm so sorry but I'm not able to slow down now