Two years waits up*
Still sleep wake up
Girl gon break up
Mind right cake up
Friends came friends left
Bullshit is endless
Been that Hip Hop
Really not impressed
Maybe just my love died
Sober still above high
Slugs fly eyes up dry but still a thug cries
I cry til I can&039t cry no more
Believe my own nonsense I can&039t lie no more
Soul&039s dead breathless I can&039t sigh no more
Wheel&039s already fell off I can&039t ride no more
I guess I pack up all of my belongings and just troop it
You know it&039s beef when a smart ni**a get stupid
Then it&039s justified rational nullified
He&039s been shot 8 times almost thought my brother died
See he was raised different I know his mother tried
His arms tied I&039m tryna teach dude to touch the sky
But still shorty wild
Turned on by 40 cals
Was young never saw me wild clutch Robert Horry style
No wonder why I picked up triggers to beef
I only ever fist fought with niggas bigger than me
I never been the one to try to grab sh*t in my reach
Incompliant you have now witnessed the breach
I feel like life is all written understand my math
Got on my knees told God I had a plan he laughed
I mean
Hours pass no sleep
Cowards get a slow leak
Showered twice the whole week
Powerless control freak
Thinkin&039 about suicide
Won&039t though I&039m scrutinized
Life ni**a do or die
Hood want him crucified
Jewelry on fresh dressed
Model broads excess
Phone calls death threats
Tell me what&039s the next step
What&039s what
Whos who
Paranoid as usual
Gripping on my deuce deuce
Either way a lose lose
All I need is one mic
Razor blades gun fights
Grew without no sun light
Understand sons plight
If done right won&039t seek and fail
I don&039t follow the path
I&039m creating my own to leave a trial
No rhyme or reason
Nor reason to rhyme
No more food for thought
Sh*t was seasoning mine
Now they counting my desire
Second guessing my fast life
Bringing weapons of mass in when you question my passion
I live for this
Not the baguettes and the fame
Got signed having the awnser then the question changed
Saying jump off don&039t sound right
Is blashphemous down right
I astound mics
Music is just what feelings sound like
So even though when I do it it&039s flames
For a while felt like I was making music in vein
We don&039t view it the same
I use it for change
Y&039all do it for change
I use it for pain
But keep doing your thing
Soundscans sky rocket
Build all this hype bout it
People might cop it
This is just my logic
Maybe it&039s psychotic
Though labels try to stop it
This is my antibiotic
So let me start doing what dudes like
A ni**a in the booth feeling fresher then some new nikes
And I cruise like cruise-control
No f**k that
I can&039t do it I might lose my soul
Even though sh*t help a ni**a to his goal
Would defeat the whole purpose
Nahh that ain&039t what Jerz is
Nahh that would be worthless
Bars sounding nervous
A ni**a much deeper then what you see on the surface
I rather resort back to snatching purses
Finally understanding what the gift and the curse is
If I was more concerned about a purchase
I would tell ya&039ll it&039s about to go down like bird sh*t
It takes courage me verses urges
Words split and got caught up in label merges
And what&039s worse is
I&039ve been deserted in the circus
Up and left the circuit
It&039s dead like herses
Sicker then the pedaphiles working in the churches
That ain&039t the type of sh*t I need fit for my verses
So lemme help niggas understand mouse
Why try to fit in when you a stand out
No album but the money never ran out
Beside from rap I&039m kinda focused on land now
Cause I don&039t know where the game is
It&039s just been attacked by Hurricane Chris
So niggas can&039t fathom what money and fame is
Well some niggas get it by using their stainless
Well some niggas get it what the kid sustain in
Me I&039m regular Joe I don&039t let it change shi
