You take my heart for weakness You cut me up and beat me dry
I won't be defeated I never, ever, ever, ever feel so alive
You take my heart for weakness But don't you know big girls don't cry
I won't be defeated I feel so happy I could die
I feel so happy I could die
Everywhere I go feels different now I'm lost but I really don't mind
There's beauty in the pain I can see it now Even if I'm living a lie
I'm falling, yeah, I'm falling apart But it's fine
I'm dying, yeah, I'm dying Start my life
You take my heart for weakness You cut me up and beat me dry
I won't be defeated I never, ever, ever, ever feel so alive
You take my heart for weakness But don't you know big girls don't cry
I won't be defeated I feel so happy I could die
I feel so happy I could die
Everything I know feels different now I'm lost but I really don't mind
There's beauty in the pain I can see it now Even if I'm living a lie
I'm falling, yeah, I'm falling apart But it's fine
I'm dying, yeah, I'm dying Start my life
You were my safety My instructor
Each time you break me I get to feel
You take my heart for weakness You cut me up and beat me dry
I won't be defeated I feel so happy I could die
I feel so happy I could die