there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

consuming confusing

this lack of self control i fear is never ending

controlling i can't seem

to find myself again

my walls are closing in

i've felt this way before

so insecure

crawling in my skin

these wounds they will not heal

fear is how i fall

confusing what is real

discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me

distracting reacting

against my will i stand beside my own reflection

it's haunting how i can't seem

to find myself again

my walls are closing in

i've felt this way before

so insecure

crawling in my skin

these wounds they will not heal

fear is how i fall

confusing what is real

crawling in my skin

these wounds they will not heal

fear is how i fall

confusing confusing what is real