Yeah, real music
(Yeah)
Yo, ya just get in that, you
get in that head space, ya know
Somebody get the body bags,
working with beats and
Put the MC’s in ‘em, season 'em, put 'em
on a beat with me, then I’m eating ‘em
Get away from the table, you
rappers ain’t hungry enough, you
rappers ain't hungry like ah
They talk about me like I'm here,
they talk about you like you was
That nurse came into my room,
she told me I'm sick in the head
I'm in hip hop's hospital bed with a
pad and a pin and a brace on my neck
They told me that I’m never leaving.
Why? I am as ill as it gets
Any rapper that say that they
runnin' the game, I'mma come in they
session and cut off they legs, woo
Strap a grenade to my
head, pull out the pin
My music is mind blowin', ain't
nobody do it like I do it
You ain’t never been on my level,
I gotta part 'em out the way
To keep 'em talking and acting
like everybody gonna get up in
a sleep with your eyes open
You wanna know what I noticed?
I look around and my
fanbase and they ready
That last album was heavy,
that last album was gritty
How you gon' match that? Just let me
Do what I do best
You're better off
playing Russian roulette
Then comin' in a booth
with me cause I get
A little bit intense,
I’m like, “Who’s ne t?
Y'all better watch it, take
a look at where the clock is
It’s my time, this ladder of
music that I climbed, I took the
machete, the game isn’t ready
Them rappers, they coming up
on me, I cut off the ladder,
and I told ‘em, “bye bye
What? Were you lookin’
for a high five? Nice try
Do not believe everything
that you read on the Internet
I do not know who your dentist is,
but he should clean out your mouth
Don’t call me a sellout, that’s
something I’ve never been
I've been through hell
all my life though
But I know where heaven is
Father forgive me, for I am a sinner
But you gave me music as medicine
And nobody want a problem when they
get in my zone better leave me be
I'm a mean MC, better feed me rappers or
feed me beats, ah, feed me both of 'em
They like "Nate, what's
it like to be famous?"
Um, I'll let you know if I make it
I wonder what life will be like
if I didn't stick out my neck
200 dollars inside of my bank
account, woo, I was living on that
I need some money to pay for my rent,
I need some money to pay for my gas
I'm not complaining, I'm just
being honest, I promise that
I will not beg for respect
I get so frustrated, take
a look at what I created
Time is wasting and I ain't waiting
I'm a doctor with no job
Me, I don't have no patients
I keep pacing back and
forth, I keep racing
You ain't never been in my book and
I got a problem with it, why? Cause
you acting like you read my pages
I wreck these stages, real talk, better
give me space cause I am chasing
Something they told me that I won't make
it, I'm not famous, I'm just Nathan
And I wonder how the
world gon' take this
They might hate it, but you
don't know anything about me,
you know I'll leave 'em changing
Cause you know I'm real with it,
don't care if you feeling it
I'm feeling it, you don't like
it then deal with it, and if
God ain't real, real isn't
You still wonder why I e isted, I e ist
in the world that's real different
And what you gon' be when you grow
up Nate? I doubt they will get it
My life is a mess, better watch
your step when you step in it
Some of this brain is off limits
I'm off in a world that you don't
get cause you ain't ever been in it
In 10 minutes, I still couldn't
e plain what's inside my
brain, don't mess with it
I've invested a lot of me inside
these lines, I'm just protecting 'em
Everybody wanna hear the real version
of life then don't get so sensitive
When I say something a little bit raw
I jot my thoughts and
they call it negative
You wanna know where my heart is? I
stand out cause I wear my garbage
I work my hardest and every time
I look into the mirror, don't
forget about where I started
Tell me what am I doing?
Tell me what am I doing?
Tell me what am I, what am I doing?
Mmm
Tell me what am I doing?
I say what am I doing?
Tell me what am I doing here?
If I'm not being real, mmm
