I'm sitting by myself, she doesn't see me, but I see her
I wait for the right moment, I am not a seeker
What's the procedure? I don't know shit neither
Stop talking to yourself before you get a f**g seizure
I see her from the corner of a, of a large mirror
She can't see me shaking but my palms already shiver
I'm nervous not on purpose just by looking at her figure
My psycho killer mind wants a ménage with her
Take it easy boy, better get your mind straight
Holler for a minute, don't choke up for our sake
I'm talking to myself, drinking coffee, eating cake
Toss it in the trash before you make it too late
Got my mind steady, I pause now I'm ready
Breathe in, breathe out, but my feet are still heavy
I walk it up and talk but my mouth is dry empty
Talk m**r what the f**k is up with me
Ahhhh
I can't do it, gosh
I'm leaving behind the best thing I could find
She's laughing and I am running fast outside
Please tell me why I got anxiety on my side
Words with no pride Imma leave that all aside
This curse, I'm just tired of a b**h not getting by
Am I invisibe? You done pass through me three times
It's absurd and I don't get a word from you, b**h you mine
I'm in the parking lot, now I wait for five hours
Her shift is almost over, I see the clocktower
I'm stinkin' in the car, forgot to take that damn shower
Obsession now is her, she looks like a wildflower
Sour to the mind, sweet and juicy I be thinking
I try not to blink while I sip this drink in
Fifth of vodka in my momma's honda eating pasta
Feeling nada, all this drama, she's the primma donna
It's ten pm, movie at the coliseum
Nah, I don't wanna be them, late for the athenaeum
Got no time to spend, if I wanna see her by herself
Condescend, here she comes let us play pretend
I put my hand over her, f**k it mask on
Now we look the same, Jekyll & Hyde it's on
Put the lotion on your skin 'fore it gets worn out
Don't worry, go to sleep, you wake I will pull out
Open up the trunk, I duck down I thought I saw someone
Nope, just me, myself and I, I am lonely son
That's the reflection of an outsider's phony gun
Pick it up and glock it, f**k it Imma drive on
Got to the location of a backyard
Grab her by her feet while her mask is still on
Tied her up in chains on the lock I hear her yawn
I go grab a chair as I see her from afar
She opens up her eyes
I'm still in disguise
I holler out her name, she looks at me with surprise
I take my mask off, told her I'm not like other guys
She looks at me confused, body shaking still tied
She got no make up on, she looks pretty like that
Can't believe I got her attention in a sec
She looks at me with anger, look at her with no respect
How could a woman like you even forget
I untied and gave her the knife so she could see
She doesn't have to fear the man she called once a creep
She stabs me three times as I fall I see her leaving
How could I be so dumb, now I'm f**g bleeding
As I die slow my last word was her name
All I see is blood dripping running down my face
As I feel cold, in my hand piece of my brain
I suddenly wake up, realize it was a dream
