GOING AGAINST THE GRAIN

I'm going against the grain

I'm going against the grain

Yeah yeah I'm going against the grain

Going against the grain, walking against the current

Underlying pain knowing all our death's are certain

Waking up in the morning wondering if it's worth it

Seems like nothings working but that's only on the surface

I had to walk away and let go, let go

Keep it 100 fo sho baby

I had to walk away and let go, let go

Keep it 100 fo sho baby

Smoke fat packs of the gas do it all for my head

I was in the field while you was laying in bed

I know they hate me and they wish that I was dead

'Cause I'm focused in the bread while you counting likes instead

I had to walk away and let go, let go

Keep it 100 fo sho baby

I had to walk away and let go, let go

Keep it 100 fo sho baby

I'm having arguments with memories of those who are dead

I try to run they pull me back like "I ain't done with you yet"

Still gotta beat some sense into you till it's senseless

Like the mention of the past

The last dance you had with redemption

See it's like I'm stuck in a discussion with the ghost I used to know

Always humming tunes of how things used to be back on that porch

Yeah my homie always told me not to let my people down

Shit, look at you now yeah I may never be proud

My actions done injustice for the soul that you was

Was being a real friend in moments I'd hope was enough

Besides those moments most would notice I amounted not to much

But what you saw in me was such of one who wasn't just a bum, aye

Yeah that's something

Way more than just some bluffing about nothing

Now the man has drifted off and it hurt more than when my cousin

Died of multiple tumors they only removed one he had

The other two prevented him from being a dad

Going against the grain

I'm all on my own

I'm just trying to find my way back on home

Pushing through the pain

Walking through the rain

I'm just trying to do all they said I can't

Yeah yeah I'm going against the grain

Yeah yeah I'm going against the grain