I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God

They make technology high quality complex physiological

Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good

They taught me everything just like a daddy should

And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success

God d**n I fell for you your flamethrowers

Your tunnels and your tech

I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you

And the real tragedy is half of it was true

But we've been f**king mean we're elitist

We're as flawed as any church

And this faux- rad

West coast dogma has a higher f**king net worth

I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you

It tastes like Thomas Malthus

Your proposal is immodest and insane

And I hope someday Selmers rides her f**king train

I loved you I loved you I loved you it's true

I wanted to be you and do what you do

I lived here I loved here I thought it was true

I feel so stupid and so used

I feel so used

I was your baby your firstborn

The hot girl in your comp- sci class

And I was Darwings prep school dream bred

Born and raised to kick your a*s

I fell for circuit boards rocket ships

Pictures of the stars

If you could only be what you pretend you are

When I said take me to the moon

I never meant take me alone

I thought if mankind toured the sky

It meant that all of us could go

But I don't want to see the stars

If they're just one more piece of land

For us to colonize for us to turn to sand

'Cause we're so f**king mean we're so elitist

We're as f**ked as any church

And this bulls**t west coast dogma has a higher f**king net worth

I bit the apple 'cause I loved you and why would you lie

And then I realized that you're just as naïve as I am

Oh you're so traumatized it makes me want to cry

You dumb b***h

I loved you I loved you I loved you it's true

I wanted to be you and do what you do

I lived here I loved here I bought it it's true

I'm so embarrassed I feel abused

Well I don't want to eat the rich

I'd have to eat my heroes first

And my tuition's paid by blood

I might deserve your fate or worse

But I don't need your god d**n money

I don't need jack s**t from you

So when I speak you bet your life my words are true

Let me level with you man

As someone guilty of the game

I took the help I took the cash

I would've taken your last name

So if any girl on earth

Should get to make a call about this it should be me

And as I see it you're a d**k

So f**k your tunnels f**k your cars

F**k your rockets f**k your cars again

You promised you'd be Tesla but you're just another Edison

'Cause Tesla broke a patent all you ever broke were hearts

I can't believe you tore humanity apart

With the very same machines that could have been our brand new start

And the worst part is

I loved you I loved you I loved you it's true

And sometimes I feel like I still f**king do

I lived here I loved here I bought it it's true

I'm so embarrassed I feel abused

I feel so used I feel so used

Take me to the moon

I feel so used I feel so used