I’m contemplating how I want this to start

I feel like my happiness tore you apart

I’m meditating when I stay in the dark

It cut like a blade and went right through my heart

I’m contemplating how I want this to start

I feel like my happiness tore you apart

I’m meditating when I stay in the dark

It cut like a blade and went right through my heart

You want me to stay but I’m already gone

I’m way too late to make this song

This shit has been on my plate too long

Everybody telling me to stay strong

But I’m unfazed, don’t know what planet I’m on

I manage the damage, I plan it along

Created a bandage from being alone

Remember you call me and talk on the phone

For hours and hours, I did it for you

But you don’t even know (But you don’t even know)

I wake up at midnight and feel like a ghost

My habits are major, I’m faded the most

I roll up some paper, I toke it and toast

And I tried to save her, I’m letting her go

There is no point showing love to these h**s

She looked at my soul and she turned it to stone

Medusa, my noose is too loose

I’m a nuisance, I can’t come to a truce with myself

I need help, but I’ll never say that

When I spit it out-loud it sound like payback

I’m contemplating how I want this to start

I feel like my happiness tore you apart

I’m meditating when I stay in the dark

It cut like a blade and went right through my heart

I’m contemplating how I want this to start

I feel like my happiness tore you apart

I’m meditating when I stay in the dark

It cut like a blade and went right through my heart