Held down but I let go

Too hard, better let go

Not good with emotions

Knew that from the get go

I don’t live the heartbreak

I live with the pain though

I know some things, you think I don’t

I act like I ain’t know

And I don’t want no love now

I just want some pesos

I’m off this shit I take a trip just like I hit Barbados

Thought she was an angel from my angle but she ain’t though

She sing along, I sing this song on how my day go

And this shit is never great, I can’t replace

Or yet erase you from my memory

You kill my energy

I see your face, I’m in this maze

And now I feel this way for f**g days

I feel my weed is laced with pain

I feel my thoughts are so deranged

I feel my life is just a game

I think it's hard to feel the same

When I’m alone inside my mind

My thoughts can never be detained

And after everything remained

And all the bullshit I sustained

And after everything obtained

B**h not once have I complained, what

And now you left with nothing when I fade away

Now you left with nothing when I fade away

Don’t hit my phone b**h cause I ain’t there to save the day

Gave you some time, you just like to put that time to waste

I run in place, I fall apart

I fix myself like tony stark

I wait for dark to break the rage inside my heart

But it’ll never get away from me, I’m stuck for life

I always gotta f**g feeling, never feeling right

I always gotta f**g feeling imma die tonight

I always gotta f**g feeling imma die tonight

But it’ll never get away from me, I’m stuck for life

I always gotta f**g feeling, never feeling right

I always gotta f**g feeling imma die tonight

I always gotta f**g feeling imma die tonight