I wanna go
Back to when i loved you
Ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
Cause growing up didn't have a voice
Didn't have a choice
Just got away with it
But did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
I wanna make you proud
Words leave my mouth
But they don't get through to you
Even wrote it on a paper
I stuck it to your door
Still couldn't get through to you
Not sure where to go from here
Do we end it all
Do we persevere
Oh no oh no
I'm so confused
I'm lost with you
So lost with you
I'm so confused
I'm lost for words
I'm lost with you
I wanna go
Back to when i loved you
But did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
Cause growing up didn't have a voice
Didn't have a choice
Just gone away with it
But did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
I got questions i'm trying to figure out
Do you hear me when i speak
I feel like you shut me out
Yeah to mention i've been breaking rules
I used to feel bad and get on nervous
Cause leaving you will make me a bad person
I'm so confused
I'm lost with you
So lost with you
I'm so confused
I'm lost for words
I'm lost with you
I wanna go
Back to when i loved you
Did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
Cause growing up
Didn't have a voice
Didn't have a choice
Just gone away away
But did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game oh
Was i just playing again oh no
Did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
Do you hear me calling
Crying for help
Are you sitting back watching me suffer
When you said we shouldn't love one another
I'm calling crying for help
Oh you sitting back
Watching me suffer
When you say we shouldn't love another
Back to when i loved you
But did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
Just playing the game
Cause growing up
Didn't have a voice didn't have a choice
Just got away with just got away
But did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing the game
Just playing the game
Was i just playing again
Oh no no no no no
Did i ever really love you
Or was i just playing again