i try to find something beautiful inside me

i try to find something nice you left behind

seems like you sucked me dry

there's nothing left to give

i can't even find a reminder

nice enough to make me smile

just a reminder that is all you leave behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cry

just a reminder that is all you left behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cried

i look at the past to those few foggy precious moments

few they were and not even too intense

i try to hide all the bitterness with memories

hmm turning out

bitter memories are all i have

passing time won't help just covers filled with dust

i tried to clean all the bitterness

you sprawled across my life

just a reminder that is all you leave behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cry

just a reminder that is all you leave behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cry

just a reminder that is all you left behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cry

just a reminder that is all you leave behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cry

just a reminder that it's all you left behind

just a reminder nothing worth the tears i cry

just a reminder that

just a reminder

nothing worth the tears i cried

we've hit those steps again

playing black games again

black mellow lies and the narrowing of eyes

playing those games again

you hold the reins again

but then i turned the card

and you know i hit hard

loving you hating me

it's the other side of love

it's a side that you don't want to see

shaking your head that way

it's not true when they say

love is a pain in the heart

a pain that falls apart

heartbreaking rules again

you're breaking hearts again

pretend to despise when there's love in your eyes love

loving you hating me

it's the other side of love

it's a side that you don't want to see