Story of my life, searchin' for the right
But it keeps avoidin' me
Sorrow in my soul, 'cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in because I'm gone again
And to him, I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
I feel it in the air as I'm doin' my hair
Preparin' for another date
A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say, "I won't be long, just hangin' with the girls"
A lie, I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
