I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared

And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common

But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

You said it looks like I've been going through hell

How did you know? How could you tell?

Ask me to explain myself, well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him

It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts

Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate

Don't think I'll do that again, no

You said it looks like I've been going through hell

How did you know? How could you tell?

You ask me to explain myself, well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

And maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head

But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again

Goddamn I felt it, I really felt it

Maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head

But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget

But damn I felt it

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing could be this exhausting

A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick