Yeah yeah yeah
So this a random Monday evening
And I felt like recording this song 'cause
This a song I wrote when I was in my feels
And then I scratched it
And then I wrote another song about my feels
This one way better
It go
1996 and my sister pop her head out
1998 and I'm right along beside her
I live in her two arms, she my bodyguard
She my superhero, she my nemesis on God
Mom look at us now, I was shy and she was proud
Now I'm proud and she is quiet
So much more potential, kinda make me question
Like Finneas and Billie Eilish, or Angèle and her brother Elvis (yeah)
Have you ever seen me with my brother and my dad?
Probably not they be fighting egos got the best
Waiting till we walk together in the streets of Paris
A white man, his black son, his ginger grandkid
And his Asian wife, kids are yellow, they used to call it Panda
But s**t wasn't desiigned right, pandas they lowkey fight
Pandas they'll lowkey fight bro (facts man)
1998 I was born in private clinic
2012 I was tryna hang myself down to my closet
Thank god I was stupid
To get it to well function
Lowkey don't know depression but I know a life of pressure
My dad he is so precious but his Haki be on Roger
Scared of him till I was eleven
Hear his steps he coming close, I could hide under a bus
So many regrets when I thought he'd gone to heaven, yeah
1997 nothing really happened
But wonder what my sis did
When she heard the news, was she mad conflicted?
You live a peaceful life and suddenly your peace is disrespected
Petty s**t petty s**t, I wish it the days I'm face to face with
My aunt in chemo, my dad crawling the floor
Lost his rock, his walk, his biggest thing was dance though
How sad, how tragic, he done cultivated life though
And you only think of damage, and then it ain't option
I'm tryna take an exit
Be in 1998 and
My sister hold me tightly
Maybe she could choke me
Throw my body in a bag and hate me
Make a coat outta my skin
She always loved my cheeks in any case
They were just a taste she coulda ate, i coulda escaped
Or she could be the same, hold me down close to her name
Flaunt me as a badge, I would lift her bag
She could piggyback
Teaching me the ways of love and how to get it back
Teaching me the ways of love and how to get it back
See, I only love
I only love my mama, and my sister and my grandma
Might i say my Halmony and my family
I love love that loves the love it shows
I love, love the love that don't get cold
I love the love that get too cold the nose is red you laugh 'til dead
Then you get sick but it was worth the dread
That's love
It go
1996 and my sister pop her head out
1998 and I'm right along beside her
I live in her two arms, she my bodyguard
She my superhero, she my nemesis on God
Can we get much higher
That could work
So high
Uh-Uh
I'mma get Enzo and Javee to do this part, s**t
Can we get much higher
So high
Uh-Uh
That kinda works
Can we get much higher
So high
Oh-Oh-Oh
Can we get much higher?
So high
La-la
Ooh, my headphone just like f****d up
Can we get much higher?
So high
Oh-Oh-Oh
Can we get much higher?
So high
Oh-Oh-Oh
Can we get much higher?
Can we get much higher?
Can we get so much higher?
Can we get much higher?
