But what about today
But what about today
But what about today
What about today
I aint worried about
The next cuz it aint here
Im gonna live my life for everything
That it is and try not to shed no tears
Aint no wishing upon a star
Cuz i cant see them from the hood
And even if i make it away
It still aint gon do me no good
My future remains to be
Easy for me it aint one to see
Every where that i turn
I cant escape reality
The preacher told me a darker past
Will take away the pain
But i aint got too long to wait
For 23 years its been the same
Now what about yesterday
All i can do is pray
Cuz tomorrow aint promising
Im paranoid with a k
I feel like im fading away and
My eye stay too out of focus
So im living for today
Just incase you haven't noticed
But what about today
But what about today
Every day i try to maintain
And hope the worst dont come to get me
Today is all i can see
And tomorrow don got me leary
A bad time but im feeling my past times
And on top of my sad times
Im losing my damn mind
I aint thinking about no yesterday
And thats the truth
Every time im catchin a grip
Its like my life will knock me loose
Cuz all my pain explains the true still
I try and keep it going
Today is what i can understand
Cuz everything is showin
It is what it is there aint
No mistakin hopin and dazing
This life i live with me is real
It aint nothin amazing
I take it like its my last
And clear the rest out of my way
From yesterday and tomorrow
And try to think about today
But what about today
But what about today
I know that i got one life to live
And i cant focus on a dream
The past don put me on my ass
Cuz everything aint what it seem
Reminiscing give me the trip
I tried to block it out
Cuz memories will be
The reason suicide will take me out
This how one might be my last
And i dont wan think about it
If its time for me to kno
I aint gon try to get up out it
Now days be so dramatic
Like my time be runnin thin
Everytime i feel its over hard times keep killin