Wish I was too dead to cry 
My self-affliction fades 
Stones to throw at my creator 
Masochists to which I cater 
You don't need to bother 
I don't need to be 
I'll keep slipping farther 
But once I hold on 
I won't let go 'til it bleeds 
Wish I was too dead to care 
If indeed I cared at all 
Never had a voice to protest 
So you fed me shit to digest 
I wish I had a reason 
My flaws are open season 
For this I gave up trying 
One good turn deserves my dying 
You don't need to bother 
I don't need to be 
I'll keep slipping farther 
But once I hold on 
I won't let go 'til it bleeds