Uh, uh, I gotta find myself, one day I'll be hearing these words, I gotta find myself, uh, uh.

Lost through the gates of hell, this world seems so wrong, how'd you raise me, never know myself, tell me the truth, drain my fire, as a youth, I remember the days, how you burned the flame, conspiracies of death, would he be somewhere else, that's nothing,

but a child, an estate, stay inherent, when the time came, now you dying maid, never loved me, from the start, only loving money that I brought, speaking to myself, walking the streets, distress, I forgive you, as I finally found myself, though you took my life, I've been exposed a lot, found it easy to believe, I would touch you inappropriately, sentence me to prison, tell me I'm fucked again, find myself, in a quiet place, wander the land, looking for a quiet place, in my mind, I find hell, looking in my mirrored face, a quiet place,

peacefully, smoke weed, while they lied to my face, a quiet place, to lay my head, and find myself, looking for a quiet place, worried about repentance, having to pierce soul, no one knows, how I mourned your death, out of respect, I left it to death, be closer to me, I can feel you on my shoulder, as the world grows colder, find myself alone, looking for a girl, to share my love, only reason you stayed, was the sex I give, destroyed by the thug passion, just a distraction, blame me for my weakness, showing signs, just to hold my eyes,

every game you played, keep me awake, back and forth, to school, only knowing, in time, I'll be alright, I pissed myself, one day in class, I scanned your attention, walked home in the cold, at the bus stop, begging for a kiss, finally, a quiet place, wander the land, looking for a quiet place, in my mind, I find hell, looking in my mirrored face, a quiet place, peacefully, smoke weed, while they lied to my face, a quiet place, to lay my head, and find myself, looking for a quiet place, the misery, only talking about me, trying to

convince me, I'm wrong, the preacher told lies, even said, I was fucking his child, visit me, in dreams, fuck that bitch, in the shower seat, up all night, looking at porn, drag my name, through the dirt, though it hurts, look at Pac's child, always gay, a bad smile, anything to hurt my feelings, I was young, grew up thinking of guns, when will they set me free, now I see, it's all up to you, don't let no one introduce you, to friends, snakes tested well, lost my computer, and Cat, didn't whoop his ass, cause he was retarded, couldn't

just read or write, his mom pleaded for more, secret, with his sister, under the floor, stole my clothes, nothing but hoes, gave the key to my heart, to find a quiet place, wander the land, looking for a quiet place, in my mind, I find hell, looking in my mirrored face, a quiet place, peacefully, smoke weed, while they lied to my face, a quiet place, to lay my head, and find myself, looking for a quiet place,

one day you'll be free, just take it from me, it's thug life motherfucker